7.13.2013

Joy and pain.

Autism can really take the pleasure out of life.

I used to enjoy traveling and long road trips, but with two autistic boys it's more like a chore.  I loved spending time outdoors and still do, but if the boys are with us I'm constantly on guard to make sure one of them isn't running off.  I used to like birthday parties for kids, but those are usually a nightmare, or else have a bad aftermath due to unusual foods the boys have eaten.  

Church dinners, eating out, hiking, camping, and more. 

However, life isn't about pleasure. 
Love is sacrifice. 
I am willing to do this. 
But I am struggling to have the right attitude as I do the right thing. 


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